6 days. I thought I was doing a kick butt job at keeping my stress about this adventure under control, but within the past two days I have completely lost my wits. This opportunity and my team make me absolutely want to burst at the seams with joy, but I am having some issues with the goodbyes, the likelihood of communication with home being minimal, and that thought that when I get back from Zambia, I have one semester left before I graduate, take NCLEX, and become a nurse....holy canoli I am wayyyyyy overwhelmed.
But despite all of this stress, I have peace. Despite the fact that I have started crying over the DUMBEST things the past few days (My hair was super frizzy, I stubbed my toe on my suitcase, and my skin sucks because I'm so stinking stressed), I am reminded to enjoy every single second of this craziness. The last thing I want to do is wish it away...
So yes, I'll probably be an emotional mess for the next 6 days (Sorry if you are around when the water works start), but I will not be consumed.....
It's one life, and it's this life, and it's beautiful.
Brucie
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